Unbearable Agony: A Personal Battle Against the Mysterious Suffering of Cluster Headache Syndrome
It was a dreary Monday in the morning in the autumn of 2016. I was working as a educator, trying to settle a new group of students, when a sharp pain erupted behind my right eye. Then came rapid stabs, reminiscent of lightning bolts. As each class came and went, the discomfort eased and then returned with increased intensity. Multiple times that day I left a colleague with worksheets and ran to the staff bathroom to douse my face with cool water. I tried aspirin, but the pain remained unrelenting.
The attacks appeared repeatedly that autumn, and again in spring, soon forming an yearly pattern. The autumn months were the most severe, then February and March. I could predict the routine: a warning sensation in the shower, early pangs on the train, full-blown pain in the classroom by mid-morning. In 2019, a GP finally sent me to a neurologist and I was diagnosed with cluster headache disorder.
Cluster headaches typically start with intense pain behind one eye that persists up to several hours.
Approximately 1 in 1000 individuals suffer by the disorder, and men are more frequently diagnosed. Cluster headaches typically begin with abrupt, severe pain focused on a single eye that peaks within a short time and lasts for as long as three hours. Attacks come in clusters, daily or multiple times a day, and are accompanied by tearing eyes, drooping eyelids or facial perspiration. There exists an episodic type, which arrives in periodic cycles; others have continuous attacks, characterized by the lack of extended pain-free periods.
What connects patients is the severity. One study rated the pain at 9.7 out of 10, higher than bone fractures or pancreatitis. A separate discovered a significant percentage of cluster patients experienced suicidal thoughts amid attacks; the number fell to 4% when they were pain-free.
One patient, in her seventies, a long-term patient from Wales, isn't surprised. Her attacks began when she was two. “I would throw myself on the floor and hit my head. That was put down to being a difficult child,” she says. Her symptoms deteriorated through childhood. Drinking in her teens, similar to several triggers, made things worse. After having alcohol at her graduation party, she recalls hardly being able to see on the bus home.
Her family often mistook her episodes as drunken episodes. Support finally came from her father and then from her partner, her spouse. “I was very lucky to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs found clerical work after relocating, but often concealed her condition. She was fired from one job, in part due to time off during episodes. Her breakthrough diagnosis came in the early 2000s at a national neurology center.
Still, the failure to organize life around erratic attacks took its toll. She especially disliked being unable to plan social events, being seen as unreliable as a colleague, and even having to be looked after by her children during the incapacitation caused by the most severe episodes. “It robs you of the simple freedoms we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She remembers winning tickets for a major concert, only to have an attack inside a portable toilet.
Headaches have been documented throughout the ages. “The first description of headache comes by way of the Mesopotamians in antiquity,” write authors in a publication on the subject. They attributed the disease to an evil entity who attacked his victims' heads.
Historical healing records propose bizarre remedies for what some observers would describe as a migraine. In the medieval times, severe headache was identified as a separate disorder, with therapies including bloodletting to other, more superstitious cures.
It was a European doctor who provided the first detailed description of a cluster-type attack. In his writings, he describes a patient “afflicted with a very intense headache occurring and disappearing each day at fixed hours”.
Cluster headaches were only officially recognised by international medical societies in the late 1980s. From the mid-20th century to the 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a problem with a key artery which delivers blood to the brain. Prominent specialists in diagnosing the condition note this.
In the late 1990s, scientists released the results of a study for which they had triggered cluster headaches in patients and monitored the attacks in a brain scanner. The results, featured in a major medical publication, showed increased activity of the hypothalamus, which is responsible for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in discomfort, and a reduction when they recovered.
In spite of such advances, identification remains slow. One man's attacks began in the 1980s and felt like “a balloon being blown up behind my one eye”. GPs thought he had sinus problems; he had four operations before eventually being correctly identified in recently, after a doctor looked up his symptoms.
Neurologists say delays in diagnosing and treatment happen because patients are rarely seen during an episode. “You're tired and depressed, but not in agony,” one says. He proceeds by eliminating other primary head pain conditions, such as tension-type headache, before confirming cluster headaches. A detailed history is essential: on which side do symptoms occur? For how long? What season? Are there triggers, such as alcohol? Certain features such as tearing, drooping eyelids and stuffy nose help verify cluster headaches. Once diagnosed, patients may be sent to specialist centers. But many first go to A&E or are given unsuitable treatments.
Dorothy Chapman, 78, has suffered from the condition for most of her adult life, although she has been free from an attack since 2016. When she was in her 20s, she had her molars pulled because dentists misinterpreted her symptoms. She thinks dentists still need greater awareness. When a sufferer sought help from a charity, it was she who responded. The author recalls calling a support line during an bout in 2021; a calm volunteer guided them through oxygen treatment and drugs until the episode passed.
National guidance on treatment advise that patients are offered high-flow oxygen therapy and/or a specific drug delivered by nasal spray. No oral painkillers or strong analgesics should be used. Preventive choices include verapamil, which apparently helps manage the bouts of well-known individuals.
But consultant specialists believe the official guidelines need revising to reflect a more defined treatment process and help general practitioners avoid incorrect prescriptions. For episodic patients, timing is critical: “The length of the cycle determines the treatment.” Brief cycles with infrequent episodes are handled with abortive therapy alone. Longer or more intense bouts require preventives such as certain drugs, sometimes paired with steroids. Many patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a cycle – an injection into the area of the head where the pain is that decreases nerve signals.
The official guidance need revising to reflect a